As you know I have recently returned from an 18 month mission for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints in the Philippines Angeles Mission. It's been almost a month since I've been home and many of you may be wondering the same thing: HOW ARE YOU ADJUSTING?! Well, to be honest, adjusting as an RM in America when you've spent 18 months in a 3rd world country is just about as awkward feeling as wearing denim overalls to the White House Inaugural Ball. It just doesn't feel right and you can't quite fit in no matter what you say.
FOR EXAMPLE
ENGLISH: my English has completely gone to crap. I now speak with some weird ghetto accent to overcompensate for my lack of confidence in English. And when I am in situations where I know I can't fudge my way through English (like a job interview for further examples) I have to sit and think for about 10 seconds before I finally figure out what it is I want to say in ENGLISH before I speak to the person who asked me a question.
TECHNOLOGY: In my mission, we had old school brick cell phones, we hand-washed our laundry, we hand-washed dishes, and we only used the Microsoft Vista programmed computers once a week to email our family/friends. When I came home, I couldn't remember how to use a WASHER AND DRYER and you all expect me to be brilliant on an iPhone?! Sorry, it's not happening. My whole technology brain got shut down and locked down while in the Philippines. Not saying that they don't have those things in the Philippines, because they do, but we didn't in our missionary apartments/lives! Now I'm learning that microsoft is up to Windows 8 or higher, iPhones come in colors now, cell phone plans can be individual or with friends/strangers now, and my 2 year old cousin can hack into a cell phone faster than I can...actually I can't so she's way ahead of me.
I'M ALONE: I haven't been alone for 18 months. AS IN other than going to the bathroom, I have not spent a SECOND alone in 18 months. The morning after I was released, my mom and I decided to go walking. I said, "I think I'm going to run a little" and so I go. Then I realized I was alone. I couldn't find my companion. Panic quickly set in. "Oh no...President is going to be so mad I lost my companion! What if she does something stupid?! What if she gets kidnapped?! OH MY GOODNESS I FORGOT MY NAMETAG TOO!!! WHAT IF I GET KIDNAPPED?!!!" And it continues. Then after about 3 minutes of eternity, the realization hits me that 1.) I don't have a companion 2.) I don't need my nametag anymore 3.) President is not going to get mad and no one is going to get kidnapped 4.) I am accountable for my own actions and not another person's. Being alone and making decisions for myself is probably the weirdest feeling I have currently...second to that is...
BOYS: I can hug boys now and it's weird. It's one of those things you don't really think that much about while on your mission because you're too busy/sweaty/smelly to care. But now I am home and suddenly all these boys want to hug me and I'm like, "AH! I CAN'T! I'M A....dang it...I'm not a missionary anymore...can't use that excuse..." and then I'm trapped in an awkward/long hug from someone I don't really care that much about and, try as I might, cannot get free. Once I am finally free from a hug of death, I quickly say a few short sentences and find myself inching further and further away from them while they are inching closer and closer to myself. Then I say one last thing and run for the nearest exit. Hopefully this dies down eventually.
As you can see, I have just become a big, messy, heap of awkward rolled into one 24 year old girl. Then throw in my culture shock and there you have me. So to ask the question again, "HOW ARE YOU ADJUSTING?" I think would be best describe in a small story for you all:
Last week I went to the grocery store and pharmacy to buy groceries and hair/skin care products. While in the grocery store I was attempting to buy vegetables/meat for a specific meal--just one meal--and tried buying carrots. There was only a giant bag of 15 BIG carrots available. I asked to myself, but it came out loudly, "WHY CAN'T I JUST BUY 3 CARROTS?! I DON'T NEED 15!" Then I moved on to meat. I thought, "Oh good, I'll just buy a 1/2kg of chicken and be on my way." NO MA'AM. You need to buy a huge package of chicken that basically has breasts from 8 different chickens in it because there's no way one chicken could have that many breasts. Again, I asked myself, but out loud, "WHY CAN'T I JUST BUY 1/2KG OF CHICKEN? WHO NEEDS THIS MUCH CHICKEN?! WHERE'S PALENGKE?! WHERE ARE THE FLIES AND PEOPLE CHOPPING UP WHOLE PIGS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME?! WHERE AM I?!!" After finding something that had a little chicken in it and was a relatively low price (but basically cost over 100 pesos just from my mind), I gave up and decided to go buy shampoo and face wash.
While looking at the shampoo I was overwhelmed by the SHELVES of options. 10+ brands to choose from, each with 10+ options of types of shampoo for 10+ different types of head/hair and about 100+ different scents. So of course, sensory overload is kicking in. I start thinking, "Ok...in the Philippines I used Head & Shoulders, Vaseline (sometimes), and Pantene (if desperate for hair help); those are international brands, I'll be able to find something no problem!" I was wrong. I am looking at the Head & Shoulders section and confusion washes over my face as I see about 20 different types and scents of the shampoo and not ONE of them was even CLOSE to what I used in the Philippines. I go to a 3rd world country with limited options and can find something to fix my hair no problem--here, I'm in a 1st world country with MILLIONS of options and I can't find anything to fix my hair. WHAT? After awhile I gave up and grabbed a bottle and said, "Hopefully this doesn't make my hair fall out." Then I moved on to face wash. In my head I thought, "This should be easier...all I need is anti-bacterial face wash. It doesn't even matter what brand it is; basta kung anti-bac, ayos lang sa akin!" So I go to the "skin care" aisle and my sensory overload takes a new level. I am now in SUPER sensory overload times a million. Once again I was faced with about 10+ different brands to choose from, all of which had 10+ different types of facial wash for 10+ different types of skin. And not one of them said anything clearly. It was all, "Salicylic Acid treatment without BURNING!" "Anti-breakout!" "Gentle Cleanse for Sensitive Skin!" "Age Defying!" "Pimple BLASTING!" "Free scrubby attached!" and more. I was like, "What does this even mean?! I just need something anti-bacterial to kill the stuff growing on my face!" In the Philippines I used Eskinol or Ponds Anti-bacterial Face Wash after washing my face with an anti-bacterial bar of soap from SafeGuard. PONDS IS INTERNATIONAL...WHERE IS IT? Well here, Ponds just sells makeup remover wipes. At least at the store I was at that's all I found. I sat in the aisle in confusion and defeat. Hopelessly, I pulled out my iPhone (which I still can't use very quickly because my tech brain lags) and I Google searched "Anti-bacterial face wash". The best results showed up being available at a mall...and it was over $10 for a bottle of just anti-bacterial face wash...which in pesos is like 400 pesos for a bottle of face wash. I couldn't do it. I put my phone away, looked at the shelf, picked the cheapest bottle of Cetaphil I could find and walked to the checkout completely defeated by endless options and confusion.
I feel like it's my first week in the Philippines again, except all of a sudden they raised prices and changed the language without telling me. To say that I miss the Philippines would be a serious understatement. I miss palengke, I miss low prices for everything (and haggling!), I miss clear labels on products that actually help meet needs, and I REALLY miss stores that only have a few options that are totally solid and good instead of millions of options that are all useless.
So, for a third time, to ask, "HOW ARE YOU ADJUSTING?" I guess the best way to explain it is about as well as Lindsay Lohan in Mean Girls moving from Africa to the USA and becoming friends with the Plastics within her first week. Crazy, tribal visions, and completely foreign, but really funny to watch/experience. Yeah, about that well. Thanks for asking :)
Rainbow Unicorns and Real Life
Friday, May 2, 2014
Sunday, September 16, 2012
Dreams
I have the most messed up dreams on the face of the planet. I don’t mean aspirations, I mean the kind of
dreams you have while you sleep. They
are never normal. I have never had a
dream that I woke up from going, “Ah, that was a sweet story,” or, “That was
cool.” I usually have dreams that start
out normal and then become something of, either, an acid trip, a nightmare, or
a dream of inadequacy. Let me explain
the dreams of inadequacy. It’s not me
comparing myself to someone else or failing at something I’m normally great at,
it’s extreme. For example, I had a dream
once that one of my favorite little kids was kidnapped by some crazy Asian
people that ran a Chinese Opium den and I had to save her. I had to go all “Taken” on those crazy
Asians! But I wasn’t super Tracy. I was just regular Tracy; regular Tracy who
ran in slow motion. It was the worst dream ever because I was trying
to do all these things and everything was in slow motion! I saved her in the end, but the whole time I
remember screaming, “I’m just Tracy! Why
can’t I be Super Tracy?!” That is a dream of inadequacy; being in a super
situation and not being super. I hate
it.
Acid trip dreams are easy to explain.
They’re normal and then all of a sudden turn into colorful, confusing,
craziness that involves lots of places, time travel, people, and hallucinations
within the dream. For example, I have
had one where I was walking around Hogwarts and then the walls started bleeding
paint (in various colors) and there was a mime playing the piano over my head
wherever I walked. That is an acid trip
dream.
My nightmares aren’t the average run of the mill zombies attacking,
monsters hunting me, or ghosts trying to chase me. No. My
nightmares are always hostage
situations. ALWAYS. I AM ALWAYS IN A
HOSTAGE SITUATION IN A NIGHTMARE. And it’s
not like I’m in a huge group of people in a hostage situation, it’s usually
just me in a basement chained to a chair and watching this psychopath sharpen a
huge, rusty knife or load a gigantic rifle with bullets. No, never a handgun, always a rifle. And the guy
almost always looks like Sloth from Goonies,
when he doesn’t look like him, he looks like a really handsome guy that I
usually went on a date with and ended up in the trunk of his car. And I’m never quiet about getting
abducted. I’m always screaming and
anytime it happens, no one is paying
attention or cares. I’ve even passed a
cop while being abducted and he smiled and said, “Have a nice night you two!”
Really, my faith in the American judicial system greatly decreases after one of
those dreams. Then I always end up dead
because I’ve either come loose and tried fighting the guy or I’ve been
screaming/talking/annoying him too much because he forgot to duct tape my mouth
shut. One time I got shot in the neck
and I woke up convinced I had been shot in the neck. These nightmares are no joke.
If my dreams are the least bit realistic, they freak me out into
thinking I’m psychic and have had a vision of the future. Déjà vu dreams, for lack of a better term,
are what I usually have. And they are
never important things. They are
completely inane moments of the day, like brushing my teeth and then having a
conversation with someone at school/work.
When I dream them, I’m like, “Ugh, here we go again. A future slice of my boring life.” But when
they happen, I’m like, “Woah. I’m psychic.
I’ve seen this before. I’m like That’s So Raven, but without the whole
staring off into space thing.” Then I
feel legit. For those ones that seem so
real and like psychic visions, I hope they are because then I’ll totally end up
married to Ryan Reynolds and starring in so many movies in Hollywood they give
me a star on the walk of fame before I’m 40.
The reason I’m posting this today is because I had the most messed up dream of all time last
night. I dreamt that my mom and I were
living in a house that was basically the same layout as our apartment but it
had an upstairs. Tara Soressi and Jessie
Jolley were visiting us for the weekend and my mom decided it would be a good
idea to bring home 2 new pets: a bunny and a dog. To fully understand why this is a horrible
decision, you have to understand how much I don’t like animals. I have never
liked animals. I think I missed that
gene in gestation. Whenever we had field
trips to animal centers or zoos, I was the one in the back asking when we were
going back to school or doing something else.
They’ve never been interesting to me, dogs used to chase me as a child,
and I have only ever liked one dog in my life.
I don’t like animals. I barely
tolerate them. It’s terrible. Anyways, she comes home with a bunny that
looks exactly like the one from Monty
Python and the Quest for the Holy Grail so naturally I’m terrified it’s
going to eat me. Then she brings in this
dog that looks like the Caesar Dog Food dog, you know, the white puffy
one. And not only does she bring them
into the house, but specifically puts them in my room because she knows I won’t
touch them to get them out. So I’m
arguing with her.
“Mom, why did you
get two pets?!”
“I thought it
would be good for us.”
“WHY?!”
“Well, we’ve never
really had pets before and I thought now would be a good time.”
“So you got a
bunny and a dog?! Did you get anything
to take care of them with? Like a leash, a cage, food?”
“No.”
“How are we
supposed to take care of them?!”
“Well, I didn’t think about that.”
“Well, I didn’t think about that.”
“Mom, take them
back.”
“No, we can’t take
them back until tomorrow.”
“Why tomorrow?”
“Because we have
to have them for at least a day before we decide we don’t like them and then we
can bring them back.”
“Again, how are we
going to take care of these animals for one day if we don’t have ANYTHING to
take care of them with?”
“I don’t know, we’ll
figure it out.”
We have no leash for the dog. We
have no home for the bunny. And we have
no food for either. This is gonna go
really well. So Tara and Jessie take
care of the animals and I’m ignoring them.
Somehow they make it through the night and the next morning I convince
my mom to take them back. So we go into
my room and I find the bunny, which has officially turned into the bunny from Monty Python and is trying to eat my
face and I turn around and go, “Where’s the dog?” The dog has turned into a baby deer. A BABY DEER. Not just any baby deer, but a
flipping psycho baby deer that’s jumping ALL OVER THE PLACE. Mind you, my room
is really small, so it’s bouncing off walls, the ceiling, my head, etc.
“Mom! Your dog is a deer! Control your flipping
deer!”
“Be nice to the deer, Tracy. Be gentle.”
“Be nice to the deer, Tracy. Be gentle.”
“Be gentle?! The deer is jumping 6 feet in the air and
trying to kick me in the face and you want ME to be gentle?! You’re out of your mind! These beasts are being released into the
wild.”
“No, Tracy. We can’t throw them outside!”
“It’s a rabbit and
a deer. Deer aren’t supposed to be
DOMESTIC! The bunny will be fine.”
I try really hard to get the animals outside, but it’s just not
happening. So I do what I say during
scary movies: pants, keys, car, leave.
As I’m walking out the door to my car I realize where I am. My house is in the middle of Chandler Field
at SVU and there are a TON of students running around. Not just SVU students, but some of my old
Gilford High School classmates. For
every five SVU students, there are five GHS students. And it was a disaster. My two friends from SVU were with some of my
least favorite GHS students. My friend
Tyler was engaged to one of them (who spent high school sleeping around and was
the biggest jerk ever) and my friend Greta was dating the other one (who is
currently in prison). It was too much
for me. I woke myself up saying, “I’m
done.” It was so messed up. I couldn’t handle it. I woke up and instantly got out of bed so I
wouldn’t fall asleep again and continue the crazy dream. I told my mom about it and she just goes, “I
would never get animals for our house.
But if I did, you’re right, I would put them in your room because I know
you wouldn’t touch them and it would piss you off.”
Clearly my mother knows how to comfort me after a terrible dream. Thanks mom.
Oh, and that was sarcasm, in case it didn’t translate through
typing.
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Tonight was just like any other Sunday night in the Duchene
household. Come home from church, eat,
and pop in a movie or watch a show on Hulu/Netflix. Tonight after watching a new favorite, Mirror Mirror, we decided to watch
something a little different on Netflix: The Justin Beiber movie Never Say Never. Now I have to say I did
NOT want to watch this movie, but
the madre’s interest was peaked and there was no turning back. So we start watching and I’m immediately
thinking to myself, “Oh my gosh, I’m watching Justin Beiber. I’m so ashamed of myself. What will my friends think? Oh heavens, some
of them LIKE him and the others, oh I
will never hear the end of this…” There
were clips of him as a baby, growing up (all 16 years of it…) and his
“struggle” to break out (his “struggle” was all of like 2 years. Big whoop, you’re still young.) So then they show the screaming fans. I instantly die laughing. Throngs of screaming, hormone-raged
pre-teens, teens, and moms are trying to fight their way through a crowd and
barricades to get to him. Girls are crying, screaming, breaking metal doors
open with their bare hands and what am I doing?
Laughing. Hysterically. Then they cut to a concert of his where he
sings to a girl who is a complete chocolate mess onstage bawling her eyes out
and he gives her roses. It’s genuinely
sweet to see it, but at the same time, hilarious.
Then something happens…the madre turns to me and goes, “What would
Tracy do at a concert if the headliner sang to her?” Then I realized something: I would be that
crying girl. It’s true. Here I am, a twenty-something year old woman
who would instantly be reduced to a thirteen year old girl crying onstage at a
concert. BUT, let me emphasize
this: it would not be a Justin Beiber concert.
In fact, I could think of about 5 concerts that would reduce me to a
chocolate mess, bawling onstage, ugly crying, and being a thirteen year old and
oddly enough, 4 out of 5 are boy bands.
So now that we have come to this point, I have a confession to make:
I, Tracy Lee Duchene, being of relatively sound mind and body, love boy
bands.
And my 5 concerts go as follows:
1.) NSYNC
2.) Backstreet Boys
3.) Jonas Brothers
4.) New Kids on the Block
5.) Spice Girls (didn’t see that one coming huh?)
THERE! I said it! Now the whole
world knows. Not that my whole world
didn’t already know, but in case anyone was wondering, there’s the truth. I love boy bands. I always have.
I will always and forever have a soft, special place for boy bands in my
heart.
I guess you could say it started when I was an infant and my sister
would dance around the house singing and dancing to New Kids on the Block. I’m fairly certain she greatly wore out that
cassette tape. Or maybe it was my mom
singing (off-key) to The Osmonds, Monkees, and Beatles, some of the boy bands
of her life. I don’t know where it
started exactly, but I do know that it will never end, and I will always be a
thirteen year old when it comes to them.
When my sister and I were younger, at the peak of the Backstreet/NSYNC
rivalry, she clearly chose Backstreet and I was a little closer to NSYNC, but
we had a large grey area where we listened to and loved both bands. You could say that our house was neutral
territory for the rivalry. Howie Dorough
from Backstreet was my 1st love and Chris Kirkpatrick was my 2nd. TO THIS DAY if I hear Chris Kirkpatrick on XL
106.7 in Orlando, it takes me EVERYTHING
in me not to drop everything, drive to the studio and kick in some doors
screaming his name like a possessed psychopath.
Not that I think I would actually be able to do anything other than cry
and giggle like a thirteen year old, but the fact that I would be in the same
room as him would be enough for me to have a complete brain aneurism and die
right there.
Last summer, the madre, my sister, and I went to the NKOTBSB concert at
the Amway Center. It was THE BEST concert I’ve been to ever.
Hands down. Backstreet reunited (minus
Kevin, but who really liked him anyways?) and sang ALL their classic songs and
NKOTB reunited and sang all their classics.
And they ALL looked HELLA good.
Um, HELLA HELLA HELLA GOOD. Nick is finally sober, Brian doesn’t have
heart issues anymore, AJ is sober, Howie is perfect (like always), Donny
Wahlberg is DANG FINE, Joey is still adorable, Jordan can still sing the high
notes perfectly, and Jonathan and Danny still look super fly. Oh lordy and when they combined forces and
became NKOTBSB, it was like, oh my gosh.
Can’t even describe it in words.
JUST AMAZING. Oh, and guess who
were special guests? BOYS TO MEN.
BAM. Yeah, it made it even
better. It was legit the best night
ever. I died and went to heaven. I couldn’t speak the next day at work because
my voice was gone from screaming so much.
It was worth it.
The only other epic concert of epicness that I can describe from my boy
band love was the Jonas Brothers concert of 2008. My Best Friend, Nicoleon, brought me with her
and we were the only people there without a chaperone. Everyone around us had a mom with them and was
under the age of fifteen, easily. Then
there was us, the eighteen year olds, probably more excited than they
were. We went in, screamed like you
would NOT believe, and had the best
time. I am forever grateful to Nicoleon
for taking me to that concert with her, it was a glorious night of boy
bandiness that I will never forget. To Nicoleon: remember when they sang about
NH in the song and we instantly turned thirteen and said, “OMG, WE’RE FROM NH! WE’RE IN NH! OMG! WE’RE BETTER THAN
CALIFORNIA!!!!” Yeah, I always think of
that when I STILL listen to that CD.
This summer, I have discovered that I love another boy band, yet again,
a new love has sprung. They’re a little
band called One Direction, I don’t know if anyone’s heard of them, but I love
them. (Please note the sarcasm…of course you’ve heard of them.) Anyways, every
time one of their songs comes on the radio, I BLAST it. If I go deaf
prematurely, it will be at the fault of boy bands and how much I love
them. I love One Direction. I don’t know why! They’re like, at least, 4 years younger than
me, I don’t know any of their names, but their music takes me back to that
thirteen year old feeling, and I’m not ashamed.
I am proud of my love of boy bands.
No matter how much my taste in music changes (and it has changed a lot),
I always go back to the boy bands and the solo boy artists a la Nick Lachey,
Justin Timberlake, Ryan Cabrera, Jesse McCartney, and Michael Bublé.
So now it is past midnight, I work today (Monday), and what am I doing
when I should be sleeping? Blogging
about boy bands while listening to my Backstreet Boys station on
iheartradio.com. Yeah. This love runs deep. I love boy bands more than sleeping. That’s what’s up.
Sunday, July 15, 2012
“Grow Up.” Two words that I
think I have heard more times than I can count in my lifetime. When used by an adult, it usually is implied that they want you to stop bugging, bothering, burdening, and/or disappointing
them so you can mature into a self-reliant adult. When used by teenagers or peers, however, the definition is more
of a “pull your self together” sort of phrase.
An encouragement to become as “mature” as those around you or a dig at
why you are so far behind everyone else on the maturity ladder.
I’m not ashamed to admit it that I have heard
that phrase just as often as I have given it out. I am, by no stretch of the imagination, a
self-sufficient/mature adult. I still
live at home, I’m working at a job, not on a career,
and I just finished college and am buried under a mountain of debt that is
roughly $48K. Am I feeling grown up
yet? Eh, not really.
But with the term “Grow Up”, I have learned a few things that are
more implied things everyone should know when they enter adulthood. Some of them are physical, most of them are
mental and all about maturity. They're the "common sense" sort of things that are never written down anywhere or outright told to anyone because they're things that everyone should basically know inherently. I
don’t profess to be the most mature person in the world, but I do have my
moments of maturity. I also was born with this wisdom of inherent common sense and wish to impart some of my wisdom to the world that is lacking common sense. People of the world lacking common sense: take notes.
1.) Being 18 doesn’t entitle you to the same level of respect as a 30
year old. Just because you have left the
realm of High School and are entering young adult status, it doesn’t mean I
need to/have to treat you like a mature adult.
Act your age and you will get the respect your age deserves; act
younger/older, you will be treated accordingly.
2.) When at a job, treat your employers (supervisors, managers, and the
company) with respect. You are being
paid to do a job: do it. If you do it
well, you’ll be rewarded. If you do it
poorly, you will be punished. Guess
what? That’s what happens in real
life. Everyone around you is being paid
to do exactly what you are doing and if someone is doing more than you, the
people in charge notice that and wonder why you aren’t doing it too. Keep it in mind, it’ll get you ahead. Take it from someone who knows.
3.) When at a job, if you dislike any of your coworkers or
employers/bosses, you still have to respect them. This isn’t High School anymore where you can
ignore them, say rude things to them, have loud and ridiculous confrontations,
or even get physical and fight, and then get away with just a warning. You do that, you will leave with no job and a
possible criminal charge, depending on what happens. Know well enough to respect them while at
work and then vent about them as much as you want to off the clock in the
privacy of your HOME. Never on social
media, never in a blog, never in an email or text. Anything in writing can be held against you
and sometimes you send things to the wrong person…remember that anyone can
press SEND by mistake.
4.) When working, your number one priority is working. It’s not flirting; that’s what clubs are
for. If you want to get paid to flirt,
I’m sure you can find a pimp in your city.
5.) Stop taking things personally.
Unless someone is in your face telling you offensive things about you personally,
let it go! So what if someone
complimented someone next to you instead of you. Deal with it, stop being butt hurt and get
over it! Not everything is about
you. I know it’s shocking, right? Some things are out of your control, and it’s
okay.
6.) COMMUNICATION IS KEY.
Communicate in full sentences rationally. If you need something, use your words. If you don’t like something, think before you
speak, and say it nicely. Another
important facet of communication is LISTENING.
If someone is speaking to you, LISTEN.
If you’re arguing about something, LISTEN TO THE OTHER SIDE AND THEN
VOICE YOUR SIDE WHEN THEY ARE DONE!
Don’t shout over one another! ONE
AT A TIME! Yelling over one another is
for children and classless people.
Pretend to have class and listen to others.
7.) Sometimes you have to go to bed early. Sometimes you have to sacrifice partying to
go to bed early for a job, an appointment, a meeting, etc. the next day. Sleep.
It makes you alert, healthy, and beautiful. Who doesn’t want to be better looking?
8.) Pull yourself together: Be Clean, Be On Time, Be Prepared.
-BE CLEAN: Nobody
likes people who smell badly. It’s a
fact of life. Who remembers that one kid
in elementary/middle school who had “the smell” because they refused to
exercise good hygiene practices? We ALL
had one. Don’t be that person. Adults don’t want to work with that person
and employers don’t want to employ that person to represent their company. Be clean.
-BE ON TIME: Being
late was cute when you were a kid and couldn’t tell time. You’re an adult now and all clocks that
people use are digital now. You have no
excuse for being late anymore. If you’re
going to be late to something, call ahead and give a warning (half an hour in
advance is best). There’s a saying in
theatre that pretty much sums it up: “If you’re five minutes early, you’re on
time. If you’re on time, you’re
late. If you’re five minutes late, you
have been recast.” Just remember that for other life situations. BE ON TIME.
-BE PREPARED: This
can range anywhere from having gas in your tank to paying your bills on
time. With every bill you pay on time,
your credit score improves which means you can buy a car/house one day. Having gas in your car means you’ll never
break down in the middle of nowhere and falling victim to a roadside serial
killer. Have money in your account or
wallet or car for emergencies like a tire going flat, breaking a shoe,
etc. Be ready for meetings (know what
you’re going into and be prepared to answer any questions they may ask
you). BE PREPARED.
9.) Dress like an adult. I don’t
mean wear your grandma’s muumuus or mom jeans or your dad’s knee socks and
sandals. I mean dress age
appropriate. If you’re 35 and wearing
graffic tees everyday that say things like “Team Jacob” or “I Heart Peeta” you
should really change something about your life…like stop reading J-14 magazine
or listening to Justin Beiber and maybe start shopping in the misses section
of Kohl’s instead of the Juniors. Wear things that bring out the best qualities
in you. Know your shape, what flaws you
want to cover and what assets you want to accentuate. Know what colors flatter you and what colors
wash you out. Learn about fashion! It’s so easy!
Watch “What Not To Wear” online and read their tips! Read Cosmo for heaven’s sakes. Stop looking like a messy teen and start
dressing like you care a tiny bit for yourself.
10.) Take care of your personal belongings. Keep your home/apartment/room relatively
clean. If you’re messy, keep the mess
but get rid of the crusty plates on the floor.
Make sure no bugs/rodents are living there with you. Clean out your car every now and then (vacuum
it, wash it, throw trash out) and get your oil changed on time. It will last longer if you take as good care
of it as you would yourself or a baby.
11.) Realize there are other people in the world besides you. The world doesn’t revolve around you, believe
it or not, and they matter too. Serve
others and it’ll come back to you. Care
about other people in real life, not just on Facebook.
12.) KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND STICK WITH IT. It’s not worth it to change yourself to fit
in with everyone. You are who you are
and there’s no way around it. Find
yourself! Discover new bands, movies,
books, places, styles, etc. until you find the ones that you like the
most. It doesn’t matter what everyone
else is doing or likes if you hate those things. Never sacrifice who you are for anyone. Anyone who really loves you and cares for you
will accept you for who you are and help you to improve those amazing qualities
you already have. LOVE YOURSELF.
13.) NEVER take your age too seriously.
I know that sounds like a huge contradiction to everything I just typed
but it’s true! You may be 12 or 72 but just
because you may be a certain age it doesn’t define who you are. You are still fun, serious, dumb, smart,
adventurous, scared, brave, silly, etc.
Age is just a number. Age just
says how long you’ve been on earth. It
doesn’t say anything about how much you’ve experienced or changed. I’m 22 and have my moments where I still act
like a 13 year old girl. You’ll always
have something that makes you revert to old behaviors and that’s what makes you
who you are. Love it and keep it!
All of these things are what I think it takes to grow up. Like I said earlier, I am in no way mature all the time. I still have a hard time respecting people I don't like, swallowing mean things I want to say or serving others. But I know that when I do respect people I don't like, hold my tongue when I could just as easily let something horrible loose or serve someone, I feel a lot better about life and I am definitely blessed for doing so. I don't know everything. I still have a lot of growing up to do and things to learn. But in the time that I've been alive, I’ve figured out some things and I'm sure more is coming. But for now, I’ve gone from a litte girl playing dress up…
To an awkward teenager who can't dress herself…
To a complete dork…
And Finally to THIS. A college graduate and somewhat productive member of society…
But still able to proudly get her "Disney Princess On" at Magic Kingdom like a 6 year old…
Sunday, June 24, 2012
I am obsessed with pop culture. Music, movies, television, etc., are my
life-blood. So naturally when I have
seen a movie that I am positive is a classic, I am also 100% sure that everyone
else in the English speaking world has seen it.
My thoughts and hopes of people seeing these movies or knowing where my
references originate have consistently been dashed against the rock as I have
been at SVU. Most students I have met,
at school, have never heard of more than half the things I talk about. I honestly thought it was just a “bubble”
thing.
My thought of coming home to Orlando has me convinced that people would
FINALLY understand what I’m talking about.
People of the world can understand my references, for once, and all will
live in harmony forever. However, in the
last few days at work, I have been surprised to find out that my pop culture
wisdom is basically just for me.
Needless to say, I found that it’s clearly not a bubble thing. It has everything to do with the fact that
people are uneducated fools when it comes to pop culture. My straw that broke the camel’s back, in this
case, was finding out that only 3 people I work with have seen The Princess Bride. Three out of tens of people ranging in ages
from 16-60 have seen that 1980’s classic.
My whole view of the world and life itself was shattered. How can a person live and function in adult
society today and not see The Princess
Bride?! It’s scandalous, really, and
truly disappointing. Since that fateful
day, I have felt the need to run around my work place screaming “Educate
yourselves!” So far, my cries and pleas for people to learn more about pop
culture are in vain…just like when I try to teach my friends from college/high
school about pop culture (you know who you are).
So I have decided that I will begin educating the masses through this
blog post. I have found the top 250
movies of all time (that is right, ALL TIME people) from imdb.com and you all can read it,
watch these movies, etc. There are some
on that list that I think they could do without and some that I agree are
important, but not THE MOST important. I
will highlight the ones that I 100% agree with and then I will make my own list
of movies that will educate the world.
IMDB List:
#4-Pulp Fiction: It’s classic
Tarantino. Watch it and learn.
#6-12 Angry Men: Classic
movie about jurors on a murder trial.
#7-Schindler’s List. Needs no
explanation.
#9-Lord of the Rings: Return of
the King. Also see #’s15 and 22 because they are the other 2 parts of the
trilogy. EDUCATE YOURSELVES ON GEEKDOM.
#11-14
#17-Star Wars Episode IV: A New
Hope as well as all the other Star Wars movies.
#19-Casablanca. It’s probably
one of the most famous movies of all time.
If you haven’t seen it, do it. If
you refuse to see it, die.
#25-Raiders of the Lost Ark and
every other Indiana Jones movies
starring Harrison Ford ever made.
#29-Psycho. A horror/thriller
movie classic. Everyone knows the shower
stabby scene and music. Now watch the
rest of the movie.
#30-It’s a Wonderful Life. You
can’t go wrong when James Stewart is in a movie.
#41-Alien. An alien fetus
claws its way out of a woman’s abdomen.
It’s kind of legit.
#42-The Avengers. It just
came out, go see it. Tons of handsome men fighting. Perfection in movie form.
#46-Toy Story 3. While you’re
at it, see the other two.
#48-The Shining. AMERICAN
HORROR CLASSIC. “Here’s Johnny!”
#52-The Pianist. Oscar gold.
#61-Back to the Future. Needs
no explanation.
#70-The Prestige. Hugh
Jackman, Christian Bale, and Michael Caine: you can’t lost with them.
#82-Monty Python and the Holy
Grail. It’s a movie, it’s a musical now, it’s an epic win.
#84-Singin’ in the Rain. Gene
Kelly at his finest. Singing, dancing,
and “I cayn’t styan-em.”
#94-Star Wars Episode VI: Return
of the Jedi. See #17.
#101-The Lion King. “Simba,
remember….” Disney’s Golden Age of Movies.
#102-Indiana Jones and the Last
Crusade. See #25.
#136-146
#151-The Artist. 2012 Oscar
Gold. It’s amazing.
#162-Gone With the Wind. It
beat The Wizard of Oz for the big
awards in ’39. Plus, “Frankly, my dear,
I don’t give a damn.”
#179-Slumdog Millionaire. It’s
SUCH a good story about a boy’s life story and his journey in India and on “Who
Wants to be a Millionaire?”
#197-The Princess Bride. YOU ALL MUST WATCH THIS MOVIE TO LIVE.
#208-The Exorcist. Head
spinning all the way around, crab walking downstairs, and it’s a horror
classic.
#217-Harry Potter and the Deathly
Hallows. Before you watch that one, watch all the HP movies.
#218-A Streetcar Named Desire. “STELLA!!”
#227-Roman Holiday. Audrey
Hepburn at her finest, besides Breakfast
at Tiffany’s.
#233-Rosemary’s Baby. It’s a fascinating tale of Paranoia and
pregnancy. Watch it.
Alright, so that list is all well and good, but since this whole blog
post, and blog itself, is about me and what I think will educate people, here
is my PERFECT list for the educating of the masses.
Tracy’s List of Perfectly Educating the World:
-Every Disney movie ever made:
-From Snow White to Brave. If you want to really go above and beyond, watch the silly symphonies, steamboat willy and the silent
movies too.
-The ENTIRE Star Wars collection
(maybe not the cartoon ones, but every other one)
-Lord of the Rings trilogy.
-Harry Potter series.
-Indiana Jones
-All
movies, maybe not the new one with Shia Lebouf, but the originals with Harrison
Ford)
-The Princess Bride
-Gone With the Wind
-The Wizard of Oz
-ALL Mel Brooks movies, including, but not limited to:
-Blazing Saddles -Robin Hood Men In Tights
-
Young Frankenstein -The
Producers
-Monty Python Movies:
-Monty Python and the Holy Grail -History of the World Part 1
-Monty
Python’s Flying Circus -Any
other one you can get your hands on
-ANYTHING by Rodgers and Hammerstein.
That includes, but is not limited to:
-The Sound of Music -Cinderella
-The
King and I -South
Pacific
-ANY musical that became a
movie from the 1940s-1970s. INCLUDING:
-Bye Bye Birdie -Annie Get Your Gun
-Seven
Brides for Seven Brothers -My
Fair Lady
-Calamity
Jane -West
Side Story
-The
Pajama Game -Thoroughly
Modern Millie
-ANY Gene Kelly/Fred
Astaire/Rock Hudson/Doris Day movie. My favorites are:
-Singin’ in the Rain -Pillow Talk
-Funny
Face -Easter
Parade
-That
Touch of Mink -Summer
Stock
-John Hughes movies from the
1980s, and any other ‘80s teen classic.
Including, but not limited to:
-The Breakfast Club -Sixteen Candles
-Pretty
in Pink -Can’t
Buy Me Love
-St.
Elmo’s Fire -Say
Anything
-‘90s/2000s teen movies. Including,
but not limited to:
-She’s All That -The Election (Pick
Flick!)
-Drive
Me Crazy -Drop
Dead Gorgeous
-10
Things I Hate About You -Bring
It On
-Clueless -Never
Been Kissed
-Zoolander
-Scary Movie Classics,
including, but not limited to:
-Psycho, The Shining, The Birds (Anything
Alfred Hitchcock)
-Signs, The Sixth Sense, The Village (Anything
M. Night Shyamalan)
-The Exorcist
-Poltergeist
-The
Grudge Trilogy (actually, it’s kinda funny.)
-ANYTHING by Jim Henson:
-Muppet Treasure Island -Muppets in Space
-The
Muppet Movie (circa 1979) -Muppets in Manhattan
-The Muppets (circa 2011) -Muppet Christmas Carol
-The
Great Muppet Caper -Muppet
Family Christmas
There are LOADS more movies that I haven’t added to this list, but this
is pretty good to start your pop culture education with. If anyone has more to add to the list,
comment/message/email me and I’ll add them to the list!
Ready, set, EDUCATE YOURSELVES!
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